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xp_communicationFrom: de Guzeman, Manuel
To: [Marie-Ange], [Danielle].[Katherine],[Alex],[Terry]
Subject: She played me.
She played me like a _song_. For months, I was patient. Understanding. Giving of time, and distance, and support. Whatever was asked, I did. I kept myself away, gave her privacy, permitted her the space she craved to discover who and what she is.
I know what she is now. She is a betrayer, a whore, a destroyer.
And she took my attemps at doing the right thing, at being a decent fellow, and drove a knife into their heart. She was everything to me - you all know that, to one degree or another. All my hopes, all my dreams rested with her. If I did a good thing, a proper thing, I lived for the smile I would receive, the kind word. She was my path to redemption, if you'll forgive the lurid turn of phrase.
I'm a goddamned empath. Why do I permit these inconveniences? Loki was right about me. I'm too soft.
Manuel
Empath
PS - I don't have to feel this if I don't want to.
To: [Marie-Ange], [Danielle].[Katherine],[Alex],[Terry]
Subject: She played me.
She played me like a _song_. For months, I was patient. Understanding. Giving of time, and distance, and support. Whatever was asked, I did. I kept myself away, gave her privacy, permitted her the space she craved to discover who and what she is.
I know what she is now. She is a betrayer, a whore, a destroyer.
And she took my attemps at doing the right thing, at being a decent fellow, and drove a knife into their heart. She was everything to me - you all know that, to one degree or another. All my hopes, all my dreams rested with her. If I did a good thing, a proper thing, I lived for the smile I would receive, the kind word. She was my path to redemption, if you'll forgive the lurid turn of phrase.
I'm a goddamned empath. Why do I permit these inconveniences? Loki was right about me. I'm too soft.
Empath
PS - I don't have to feel this if I don't want to.
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Date: 2005-10-12 04:21 am (UTC)From: [Havok]
Subject: wow...
What, what happened man? I, I'm afraid I don't know what's been going on exactly...but from the looks of this, it hasn't been good.
I'm sharing a room with Shiro if you need me. We can even use mine
and Lorna'ssuite if ya want some privacy, or even a change of scenary.I'm afraid I don't know what to say over e-mail for something like this...
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Date: 2005-10-12 04:32 am (UTC)From: [the kitten]
Subject: Re: She played me.
I'm so sorry, Manuel. I don't know what to say other than that, but it's true. I'm here for you if you want to talk.
-Kitty
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Date: 2005-10-12 04:43 am (UTC)From: [Terry]
Subject: It's not cider...
But I've a bit of Irish that I can share. Come talk to me?
Terry